Give half ass... get half ass! 🤷♀️
Updated: 6 days ago
You get what you give... don't waste your fucks!
Life is all about CHOICES!
Notice the difference in people??? Experiences, CHOICES?
I've spent most of my life looking at the inside shit vs the outside. Yet not at the same time... when I was younger I judged everybody, on their looks and appearance especially. For real, its what I knew. It's what I was taught in more indirectand unclear ways. I was also insecure as fuck too and thought my value was highly held in my size and appearance.
I believe it's why as a kid I would complain to my dad when he would drive around through the mountains on the weekends as a way to spend time and I wasn't amused. I would complain it was a boring way to spend time just looking at rocks and trees. They quoted me on it for years 🤷♀️
We didn't look at things the same, our experience wasn't the same
See... #1, I was a kid... growing up as I was and the simple fact I was a kid... #2, I hadn't been TAUGHT or shown how to appreciate the given realities of life (nature, family, animals) really... #3, I was really fucked up on the inside... what I thought and believed, what I saw and experienced had me so super confused. I didn't understand. So I had no way of appreciating what was right in front of me. The BEAUTY of something so simple. So real. So original. The power of that.
The awesome parts of life!
Took me almost 25 years I think to get back to REAL... as in THE WAY OF LIVING and at least a good portion of that figuring out what that actually means... TO ME.
Programmed conditioning and brainwashing has many faces... even if you think you know, you may not
It's different for everyone I believe...